I'm back. It's strange that time is flying by , yet things seem to be standing still .

We are able to continue to keep moving forward no matter what setbacks we've encountered .

But , I don't think that I appreciate this fact enough . What we are accomplishing under the circumstances is noting short of a miracle when you step back and think about it.

Yeah so obvious I'm having trouble getting my head around my life lately . I feel like I'm floating between a dream and a nightmare. It's like having you back for a moment ;

but ain't the same you. what to do. what to do?