It has not been but 5 months of knowing and being with one another and we are totally crazy about each other. You asked if I believed in forever and I said that I don't wanna put too much in the word forever just yet. But I always do believed that God does make a special someone for every man. But I know I was created for you. ( CHEESY RIGHT I KNOW )
Here I am, heart & soul confessing to the world how I feel about you, funny how love works in people's lives, I sure never expected to neither meet nor find someone as amazing as you. Everyday you bring something new, you make me laugh and make me smile.
Your happiness means everything to me, I love you more than you could possibly know and my love keeps growing everytime I see you struggling to make me happy. I love you, now & always.

I wanna write, write something about you. But my mind is all messed up, I miss you, I hope your not tired, hope your not vexed. I just want you to be happy. I really do.

Oh hello, It's been awhile since I blogged daily, I might even start all over again, place for rant, share, waste a lil time & yeah a lil cos someone wanna see my blog too!

Imma blog tomorrow after I order all my stuffs. Gonna start saving extra cash for something.

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Hello YSY me love you.

How do you differentiate a good or bad friend? How good is a friend that you will call him/her your best friend? Being able to click well, able to hang out, talk, chitchat have fun? Are these factors that determine if they are you good/best friend? Maybe for you, but to me; I'm not sure. Friends to me are people in your life that you interact with, have fun with, laugh, discriminate and such. Good or not, they are just there, I never take my friends for granted, I never will. It's like being able to spend great times with them doesn't necessarily make them a best friend. Trust? Secrets? How do you know if they won't tell you secrets away? How big is your trust towards you so called friends? I've seen and know too much hypocrites and liars who just didn't know how they will feel when people do the same way back to them. So much that I've always keep it up inside, or I just rant it all out here.

Well at least I've somewhere to let it all out, if not you just keep everything inside you. Slowly, those emotional pain stacks up, one above another, slowly suffocating you harder and harder & it's getting harder and harder to breathe. Until the night you can't take it anymore, you scream and you cry out all the pain, you start giving ridiculous attitude & remarks to people & your love ones. Even worst to the imaginary figure in front of you. That person is now your friend, your imaginary friend.

Even someone who meant so much to me..I can't even believe those words anymore.

This world, so cruel..

Hate being all alone at night.