No matter how many times you hurt me, I'll find way to get back to you . Because I love you so.

It isn't often that I look back on something with as much regret as I have now. There are no words to justify my actions, nor can I promise to control them in the future. But in the coming intervals, I'm feeling the frustration and fatigue of my behavior. Will I change..."lord only knows?" I have a stubborn (tee kee) attitude, one that suprised even me. I see what everyone else sees. But I finally see what you see of me, yeah maybe it's true I happen to be that way, but don't you realize why I even actually do that? There are just somethings in life that weren't meant to be shared. I'm sick of giving people the benefit of doubt , I just can't , I just can't.......

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Didn't post much recently due to busy and lazy , pleasey misey .
Was @ Seetoh's crib last friday night to saturday night for study games gossip boys and such. Was hellla hilarious though.


What a fucking sour world that reality surrounds us with, so much easier to find a quick getaway .Get in a car/bus/walk , get far away... cover your ears , and avoid situation , never thought of solutions . No point in starting over or trying to work things out , just a bitter end.. I think the melody goes something like that while the harmony is this sick background noise that people in our lives make. Why do we tune in to them in the first place? No one knows.......


Do something, make me belive you ? You never did.

I post today because I wanna sayyy................................


HAPPY BIRTHDAY toooo...................



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Okay i think the ... is abit overated , but anyway enjoy both of your birthday alright.
Brenna you know why your orange already right!? hahahahahaahahahahahaha.
Gonna call beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Buzzing off!

Town yesterday, astons, pool, shopping, running about. everything! fun fun fun! Too bad bee wasnt here! ):

A year ago...I wrote from a very different perspective than I write now. Life isn't much different, little has changed that would be defined as significant. Or so I say...

Perhaps what I am trying to say is that my life hasn't been any more or less dramatic than the average person. Too often, I believe, that we are consumed with ourselves...and those changes to see beyond the little things. Ugh...so much sits heavy on my heart right now..

How does one know what another persons true intentions are? Is it a look in their eye, or do you trust their word? Will instinct take away the doubt, or is it just a sick game? Why bother with anyone, if you constantly are aware that most likely the other person is using you for some ultimate goal?

Sup .

School suck today , din't get the chance to study much but I did at home.
Sent bee home after school? Baby you gonna do well alright dont worry.

Prehaps the reality and pain is yet to hit me. But I feel so free from the weight I've carried, that i care not of impending doom. Would I go back to change the past? Probably not. Life is merely a consistent line of experiences , whether those good or bad. it is the only we've been given. Might as well be happy for the moment , cherish what you have now , for you have no control when that moment may be gone.

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School was shitty today, I passed most of the paper but result ain't what i expected. Very very disappointing. Went for C.I.P after school today, was all about packing and suchs , kinda epic though. RUN RUN DASH DASH to Jalan Kayu for Prata and went homeeee sweeet home. So sleepy so sleepy now ): Hope bee's CL paper and Oral will do well tomorrow! ALIKATOOOOO.
Oh yeah I'm gonna change a new Skin soon, ask me if you need help in HTML alright.

It's been awhile since i posted, like a actual post, sorry alright. Have been being kinda a lazy bum recently. Been sleeping, study abit, games, pool, bowling , outing and everything. omg omg omg. hahaha I can't sleep in my own room as my Sis & Sis-in-law will be over temporaily till their new house is done with. But my first doggggy nui nui is back though. heheheh so happy, I'm off to hit the books now. I hope that douchebag die soon. Eat my LOL.






HEHEHEHE I MISS VAN.

Punch my belt kkk!

I catch THE HANGOVER today with classmates of mine. Was really epic though. nice movie to catch , like 8/10 ! Gonna hit the SCIENCE BOOOKS , tmr got prelim for science though. Yeah. see you guys alright. FOLLLOW ME ON TWIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTERXZXZXZ.

It's been rather long since i blogged. Been busy , out? Pool, bowling, having fun outside though. But it's really burning a hole in my wallet, shall cut down for abit. I just watched Singapore Idol with boon at my house was awfully hilarious. Can't stop giggling. Bee got a E71. hahahaa [: blog tmr! seeyaw.

Sorry! for not posting recently, have been kinda busy or more to a lazy side though. Something is bugging me recently. hahah crapp. I love my veee & Loser club. They are seriously loser enough. watching America's got talent now on youtube. hahaha hilarious and awesome. Can't wait for singapore idol!! Takecare guys!