Oh hi there. Remember me? Yeah it's been awhile. Been busy sleeping, cos I'm always tired after having fun or working.

I've been through this stuff again& since I can't sleep thanks to my itouch error I decided to drop by here and rant. Some friends are downright typical. It's like they only need you when they need help, and when they don't need, they won't even say hi to you when they bumped into you on the street. How awful. I ain't great, but I always tried not to say no when come to request, it's hard to came out from the mouth, well I know how it feels after certain past, been rejected just for a few revision notes and art crafts always seem so demanding to others. Nobody's perfect, but you don't have to be an asshole isn't it?

Sometimes I am selfish, i've know this for a long time, but the ways that kill me are those that keep me from the people I love the most. When I silence phone calls, or don't call back, or forget, not replying text messages ( You guys know it ) don't say good night, don't listen , don't go home or don't make the time. There are the ways that this goal of mine consumes me, eat me alive , crushes my hopes & mind . There are many ways that it doesn't. too many.

Will be trying to blog more often or just gonna update photo through my phone and my new dopeass itouch ( boastful much ) So just hang on here alright.

Can't wait for tomorrow. Gonna have a blast with love & friends.


on a side note. * Hi Love, please fall down more than me tomorrow! *