posted on Thursday, August 12, 2010 at 2:58 AM
I have to block out thoughts of you , so I don't lose my head.
They crawl in like cockroach leaving babies in my bed .
Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone .
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home.
Hate me today .
Hate me tomorrow .
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
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