I can't do this anymore. [ I don't think ] . It seems like I don't stand anywhere in anyone's life right now. What's the point if I don't matter to you. I hate moments like this that I have doubt my own existence because of what I have been subjected to . Yet I can't blame anyone else for the way I feel. I'm trying my best to get a spot which I matters , but the problem is it's not about me , someone else. I'm at loss for words , I think I've said enough . I've put up with too much from people i trusted / love / care . Enough is enough. Thanks for pretty much nothing.

*ps.  EH NUFFNANG CAN I HAVE ADS ANOT. WLAN LEH. 1 WEEK ALREADY LEH.